The Harbinger #2

The unusual day in January.

Photography and audio content ©SparkleMoon Publishing.

My Dearest Friend….

With every message that goes unanswered, every email that no one seems to respond to, excuses made and heartache booming in my soul – there you are. For the longest of times, you have stood by me, loved me, helped me, cherished me, made me laugh until I cried and been with me. You believed in me when everyone gave up, you cheered me on when I made the smallest of steps, and now here we are. I cannot remove the pain of the past or the wounds of such terror, but I can be a safe place as you are to me. I can love you, as you have loved me. In the darkest of souls and the deepest of nightmares, I will stand with you as you have stood with me. I adore you. I love you. My sister and trusted confidante. And so I dedicate this poem to you, My Dearest Friend.

Ancient Ruins, 2002

I walked through the ancient ruins today

And saw some ghosts of yesteryear

I looked through the brokenness and found

You were still sitting amongst the mess

Won’t you come my way sweet child?

And walk into the fresh air,

Breathe and let the sun’s rays warm your body

Let the light fill your cold soul.

I wandered around and saw many things

Images I recognised from years gone by

I felt the pain, but it was no longer mine

I let it go, many moons ago

I saw things that could have haunted me

And walked all through the mess

But nothing can touch a heart that is now

Wrapped with grace and armed with forgiveness.

I left the Ancient Ruins today

My heart completely in one piece

I took back my inner child and now – she’s safe again in me.

A Sword in the hands of a Mighty Warrior Princess.

I Am….

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I existed before time began
I AM
I was present when Creation spun into being
I AM
I was there before the foundation of the world
I AM
I AM the Ruach, the wind, the breath…
I delight to make chaos beautiful
And all things new
I delight in your brokenness
For I alone can fix you and make you whole
Your ‘self serving’, your way
Your belief that ‘I can do anything’
Just look in the rest homes of the Elderly
And you will see that you cannot….
You cannot control what I AM has made
You are but dust and atoms
Gloriously formed within your Mother’s womb
I know you so intricately
So intimately
So….
Lay down your Self, your soul and all her wounds
And watch as I AM breathes on your mess
Watch as I AM makes all things new and beautiful….
Your times are in I AM’s hands
Delight in I AM and know that I AM God!
Trust in I AM simply as a little babe in arms
I AM has carefully placed you in the palm of our hands
And I AM will make you new
So arise Beautiful One and look to see
Your Ruddied Lover, I AM dancing upon the hills
Running to your rescue
To find you and bind your wounds
Together we shall ascend Mt Zion
And I AM will teach you our ways
Come away…..come away with I AM…….

SparkleMoon

This last week has been rather a big deal for us here, getting up to speed within the Publishing business, getting our heads around drafting contracts, building websites, learning who to turn to and where to go when you’ve hit or wall or two. Now that we have the ‘official’ business up and running, there are so many things to think about and keep on top of. But we’re loving it!

You may be thinking, ‘who are we?’ Fair question!

We are a family. Mum, Dad, and a few kids, some adults and some teenagers. But it seems we are all in this together. And that was always the plan.

I’d had the concept of a family business come to me in two consecutive dreams, and after drafting it all out and planning for the first eventual business, it all went belly up! Nevertheless, I (Sandi) still felt like an obsessed monkey knowing that we should still register the Parent company, and so we did.

Next came Rodney Communications. That is Neil and Steph’s deal. Electronics, electrics, contracting all over the greater Auckland area. Installations of cameras, software, RT’s, Two way radios, and most things to do with trucks and heavy equipment.

Jules and I were and still are very keen to start a company aimed at women and for women, but the products we were going to import have become an impossibility at the moment due to the Coronavirus. We needn’t have worried, as the idea of establishing a Publishing Company was on the list, but WAY down the list.

On the insistence of a dear friend, whose defiant insistence wouldn’t let up, we finally caved. It’s odd the way it all came about, and yet all the best things I’ve experienced in life have come in a very topsy turvy way – so why should this be any different 😉

Anyway, the upshot of all of this, is now we have a bonifide Publishing Company with a vision of helping new and not so new authors from all walks of life, get their work published in a friendly and helpful environment.

Our website for this company is http://www.sparklemoonpublishing.net and if you are interested in how we can help you, fill out the form and we’ll get in touch with you shortly.

And now that the ‘promo’ is out of the way, thanks heaps for stopping by! Whilst our heads are still spinning and we have alot of things to contend with, it honestly has shaped up to be the most amazing 2020!

Till next time, take care.

Sandi 🙂

Googles and Fuffoid :)

Fuff and Goog

Oh daughter of my soul

And child of my heart

You’ve come to me by Grace

and Mercy has sheltered you

Your love enfolds my weaknesses

Your laughter erases my pain

Your shining hearts melt

even the hardest of cynics.

Oh daughter of my soul

And child of my heart

Be true to the one who gave you life

Don’t depart from the music of your hearts

Don’t allow the darkness in

Shield Grace for she will always keep you

Allow wisdom to be your adornment

Be at peace with all you encounter

And trust in God alone.

Oh daughter of my soul

And child of my heart

God has given you to me

I give you back into His care

And trust in all you are to be.

I love you….

Daughter of my soul

And child of my heart……

Julianna and Stephanie!